can it be the weekend yet?? this week is going on for a long long time. so i think it has happened even though i will never admit it esp to the boyfriend...however i think i have worn myself out. just because i dont stop moving from 7 am till 7 pm and ride 3 horses everyday living off not even one meal a day and maybe 3 hrs of sleep a night....my muscles have all given out and decided to rebel against me and i hurt really bad. o well...must pretend i am fine since i have to go to the docter today and cant let them c i am in pain or it means no riding for me. fake happy face now. but personally i dont think it is all that that is making me hurt i blame it on the horses since they have all decided to play lets c if steph can be a bronc rider. it is a fun game until all my muscles start tearing. icyhot is my best friend again. ok enough complaining. ia m going back to work now before i get yelled at.

nothing too exciting here....yesterday had a lesson on frees (1st time i rode her in 3 weeks) and she was awesome and the boy came out and rode monty while i rode colton. spent about 5 hrs at the barn then went to the apartment for awhile. went out to chilis with the boy and theo last night and then went with schultz to c the exercism of emily rose...good movie but noting like the previews. however almost feel asleep during it and i think schultz did. nothing new there. today i took max to the barn with me and then have just been hanging out at the house all day and cook out later after all the boys get back from the race. well im gonna go do hw now....maybe

later

i know i have completely deleated my xanga for awhile there but since i really dont c anyone anymore i guess i will start this thing up again. sadly i do not have the internet in my apartment at the moment so i will try to update as much as possible but it wont b every day. since i havnt updated in awhile this will probably b a long one since i ahve alot  to catch u up on. so lets move onwards....

so let c where to begin.....i did not go back to findlay this yr, instead i am going to juco! what fun...haha. classes arnt too bad..anyways back to the summer....begining of june i moved into my own apartment in crest hill. its pretty nice and i love living alone (well i do have the rabbit there with me). i really dont spend too much time there due to working, school and the barn. when i am home usually the boy is over.

on to the horses now....its been a long rough summer with them but everytime we come out of one situation b4 the next everything seems to b perfect. after coming home from findlay at the begining of may i brought my horses back to top brass in frankfort. it was ok at first but it progressivly got worse with freesia colicing and there stalls not being cleaned, ect. i decided they had to get to a better barn. on the search for a new barn me and my mom stopped by normatown trail equestrian center (what used to be majestic farm and training center). it was like coming home. i knew my horses were to go there. so first day of june we made the move from frankfort to plainfield. my horses love it. monty is so happy to b home and i havnt seen him this happy since he was there 2 yrs ago. luckiyl cindy (the barn manager) allowed my horses to live next to each other and go outside together and they became quickly attached but monty however can now have other geldings go outside with him and frees and he doesnt fight (big improvment for him). me and frees r in trainign with nadine now. it is so great. frees is looking so good and my riding has completly changed too. after a rough month june when i wanted to sell frees nadine helped us get through that and realize we r perfect for each other. anyways to make things shorter now...frees ran though a fence when she was scared bc some girl messed up, and frees got hurt kinda badlybut she recovered quickly. about 3 wks ago frees started to have a swollen neck and got pretty sick and started to abcess. well her and monty went into complete quarentine for 2 weeks and couldnt even b touched by anyone and basically locked in their stalls. that sucked. after many vet visits and not knowing what is wrong with the baby she is now ok. i hopefuuyl get to start riding her today or tomorow. however i have been riding monty for the past week and pryor (one of the barns horses) and colton (the horse i have adopted for 4 days a week until atleast next summer). also i am now volunteering at the barn almost every day and helping out with all of the lessons. i get to start having my own lesson program a few times a week hopefully by the spring if all goes as planned.

umm.....what else is new...i work for my mom now as her personal assisstant. it is so boring but easy and its only a a few hrs a day in btwn classes. so i cant complain. and also i no longer dirve my truck so much anymore. it is sitting at home for when i need it and i am back to the blazer....i miss my truck but i was putting to many miles on it driving all the time and since gas prices suck its easier with the blazer...o so ive been dating schultz now for 8 months....it doesnt seem like its been that long. its been so great. hes just what i needed since life seemed to b falling apart back since december. its been a wonderful 8 months. :)

i think that catches up for the past few months. if ur still reading this props to u. well i have long day ahead of me at teh barn so im gonna go now. later~